Up up down down....up up away!!

Monkey been pretty down for the past weeks,
work stress work stress......
so many hats to wear.
no time to unwind.

Running 4 events in a month isn't fun.
and planning for another 3 at the same time is crazy!!
Gawwwddd, only those who are in this industry knows.

A lot of decision makings to be done last week,
which will make big differences in my life,
a different path.
I was lost.

My greatest gratitude to a "certain someone"
for giving me e-slaps and e-hugs at the same time,
and shook me to realization,
the REALITY.

Why do I wanna salvage something beautiful that I have now,
for something uncertain,
sailing in unchartered waters.

Why do I wanna let go of things I am enjoying now,
with people whom I treasure and love.

Will I ever learn to be thankful
for everything that I have?
*I've alwiz stress this to everyone and not realizing it myself*

Will I ever learn to appreciate and give back
to those around me?
I dunno, the more I take,
the more I took things for granted.
*it's never enuff*

Life isn't a bed of roses for me....
it's a helluva MONKEY life!!!

so pleaaaseeee ppl,
don't ask for advice, I dunno how to give...
don't follow me, I'm afraid u will fall,
don't be me, u won't want to.
Just be yourself and enjoy it.

To cure my down time,
this was what I did last weekend.shopping like my pocket is endless,
*I think now, it's more like pokai-ness*
including JS's stuffs.

Anyway *off topic* his Calvin Klein shirts,
are blarddy cheap....only SGD 55
*Yes ppl, I lurve black and white and I like pink on him*

Ok, now I've got my life back in order,
time to go full throttle at work again.
and another WOOOHOOOO.

hmmm.....no reason to celebrate but just celebrate a new beginning for me.

I need a champagne tonite,
well if I make it home before JS falls asleep.
*Sorry baby, I haven't been at home :(*

Thank u so much to that "certain someone"
U know who u are.
The man who taught me how to use double agree.
*grin*
I appreciate your presence and advise.


Shhh, that's our secret!