Burnt.......

so tired can die..............

zzzZZZzzzzzz

gawd.... work really never finish huh?
after one down, more to come....popping out of nowhere

now busy strategizing and planning for April 2011 onwards
I need a career that moves slower...as in more normal
not like this......

or maybe just maybe I lurve to torture meself :P
but then again, everything is urgent
sigh
maybe coz I'm a perfectionist
aaaahhh that explains it

need to mix around with ppl who dun care less
so I'll be normal a bit

but THEN AGAIN....these are the ppl that stress me out the most
GAH!!!!

I can't change me
neither can I change u
urgh....

can't switch my mind off work
everynite for years.... I dreamt of work as in me working in my dream, executing all my tasks........real tasks...
and the next morning I woke up confused...asking meself...have I done that yet...*flipped thru to do list* nope...it was just a dream

Miss Monkey, it's time...
stop being so stubborn and go seek help
u need a doctor or someone or something....I dunno wat....

T_T